portishead - nylon smile

i'd like to laugh at what you said
but i just can't find a smile
i wonder why you can't
i struggle with myself
hoping i might change a little
hoping that i might be someone i wanna be

looking out i want to know someone might care
looking out i want a reason to be there
cause i don't know what i've done to deserve you
and i don't know what i'll do without you

looking out i want to know some way might clear
looking out i want a reason to repair
cause I don't know what i've done to deserve you
and i don't know what i'll do without you

i can't see nothing good
and nothing is so bad
i never had a chance
to explain exactly what i meant.